my current mood

well, i have a throbbing headache and my ear still hurts (same symptoms as yesterday but just i went to the doctor today and got a bunch of meds so now im feelin a bit better.) that explains why jason is at home on a lovely saturday night where its nice and warm outside unlike the past few weeks. BUT...

I FINISHED MY SPANISH ESSAY!!!! w0000t!!! im so frickin excited about that. i mean, i had 2 sentences typed out a week ago and its due monday so i was freakin out. 2 whole pages all in spanish..... but, i set my mind to it, sat down, and i typed that fuckin thing and now its done. big weight off of my shoulders.

it feels so good to be talking in the most important language in the world, english. you heard me. english is the most important language in the world. this is the language of commerce and trade throughout the world. if an immigrant comes to america, sure he can stick to only his spanish and get by flipping burgers at mcdonalds OR he can learn english, go to college, and get a great job. american dream. america attracts the most immigrants of all other western nations, and by learning english, you are ensuring a better life for yourself.

if a businessman wants to be very successful in his own native country, then he learns english. my uncle works for Lockheed Martin and he travels the globe (mostly europe tho) working on contracts and stuff. he doesnt need a single translator in italy, portugal, turkey, etc because all the businessmen speak english. they know that if they want american money, they gotta learn the american language.

hmm i didnt mean to go on a rant like that. well, i cant call it a rant. maybe a digression? lol. so what did i want to talk about.....

i dont remember anymore and i need some more meds. they're starting to wear off. ugghh i need drugs..... legal ones that is *cough*

PS, i just emailed cinemark asking when they will begin pre-ordering of the tickets to see HP 5 at the midnite showing of it. anyone with info on this, please respond back and there will be a non-monetary reward.

ACT + BDAY

the ACT wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. i was pretty nervous going into it because i had never taken a fully act before (practice or real) but i kinda knew what to expect so that made me feel a bit better. it wasnt hard, just time-consuming filling in all that bubble shit. it was funny, there was one math question asking about fixed costs and variable costs in a business, and i immediately thought of the song that stacko affectionately created for mr hoovel that goes something like "hooveel doovel doo... where are you? we got some work for you nowwww....." ah classic.

english was fairly simple. i dont consider grammar a strength or a weakness. i kinda consider Mr. Grammar an in-law. you will be kind and nice to him when you have to, but when his back is turned, u can do w/e the fuckin shit ya want like ahm doin now im mah blog payin no heed ta rules of grammar and spelling and all that crap. :P

math was very simple problems. however, i took my time to be sure i didnt make stupid mistakes cuz i tend to do that when i rush through math problems. there were a few problems that confused me a bit but none that i had no idea how to solve. i ran outta time and i was down to my last 2 problems. (one i had already marked an educated guess for but planned to come back) the other i was right in the middle of an equation i came up with to solve the problem and the proctor yelled time so i hadta fill in any old bubble :(

reading was fairly ez. the readings were ok, but they shouldve been about presidents, republicans, or sex. you know, good topics to read about. a few diagrams to enhance the reading wouldn't hurt as well.

science, not nearly as bad as i thought it'd be. the experiments were simple and very ez to understand, and the questions were very simple. i think i did very well on that section.

writing i wrote an essay on why extra-curriculars are good in skools, and i used all of the things chris told me to use and i think i did a great job. so all in all, i stressed for nothing. as usual. so now this burden is off of my shoulders and i can now look forward to....

my bday tmrw!!!! w00t!!!! fun times rite? actually im gonna be doing some campaigning for mista BJK aka krajewski for mayor of DG. if any of ya'll out there live in DG, tell yer parents or legal guardians or the space aliens that have enslaved you that BJK is a good man and you should vote for him. feel free to leave a comment here supporting sandek. i'll give u 3 good reasons why NOT to vote for him.

so yeah im done. im gonna get back to hw so i dont have so much to do on my bday. peace out.

endings

ive been meaning to blog about this subject for a while now, but ive never really gotten a chance to do it. sounds like a lot of things. ive got a whole list in my head of stuff i'd like to talk about. meh, i'll keep it to just one or two things. maybe. just maybe.

boredom forces people to do strange things that they wouldnt normally do so i got home like an hour ago and my mom is sitting here in the family room watching legally blonde 1. ive already seen the movie, but instead of putting on my headphones and blasting sum metal like i usually do when theres nothing good on tv, i actually sat and listened to it and occasionally turned my head to watch it.

ok i was watching it for a second time, the ending of it, and it really got me thinking. why do movies always have to have such a happy ending? i hate that. i just hate it. i mean, throughout the whole course of the movie the really hot girl is in love with the cool and popular guy that is a heartthrob to all the girls and it seems like the two of them get together. however, in the end, she realizes that looks arent so important and she gets together with the nerdy guy who has helped her out along the way and she never really appreciated it.

a lot of chick flicks and regular movies follow that plot format of the ole hot girl-hot guy until the end with the hot girl-nerdy guy. i hate that. it never happens in real life. i can assure you that the hot girl NEVER ends up with the nerdy guy.

want a real ending? the nerdy guys makes a jackass of himself and thinks for a whole second that she mite go out with him. then the hot girl laughs and goes to have sex with the popular guy while the nerdy guy who helped her out along the way is left alone in the corner. depressed and miserable.

now thats an ending i want to see in a movie. i would pay 10 bucks to see a movie with an ending where the hot chick ends up with the popular guy and the nerdy guy ends up so depressed and just falls to the ground screaming cuz he has realized that he will be alone and miserable for the rest of his life.

now that sounds like real life and i wish that movies would reflect that instead of giving us i mean the nerds false hope.

I just wanted to wish everyone a

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!!!

and i wanted to assure u that i am NOT gay. i cant believe so many people fell for it, and i just wanted to assure u guys of my heterosexuality.

and i must say that i had a lot of fun yesterday. thanks for making it an interesting day guys ;)

I'm coming out of the closet

hey guys, this blog post isnt very easy for me to write, but i feel that it's the right time to put all of this out in the open.

see, i'm gay. i have known it my whole life, but i've always been terrified of what people would think about me. i mean, im not really against gay rights, but i used that as a shield to my true feelings. i didnt want anyone to suspect that im gay so i made myself into a big republican whos against gays and all that. i think it worked very well, and i dont think anyone will be expecting this posting to come.

i hope all of you can accept me for who i am. this is the way that God made me and i can't help that. im gay and im proud of that. why did i suddenly come out in the open about this? i dont know. maybe im tired of pretending to be someone im not. why cant society accept people for who they are?

i mean, i see all around me gays being slammed and discriminated against and its disgusting. i guess i was kinda hoping that if i kept my feelings to myself i'd eventually turn into a straight guy, but thats not gong to happen. so there you have it. im gay.